Unposted Log #2: Songbird and Emmy

[dreamwriter_emmy]

OOC Note: Unposted Log #1 will be posted soon as I ask Ruby for a copy of it. -__-;

Who: Robin & Emmy
What: Doubts and Thoughts
When: November 11th before this
Where: AIM


Robin: Emmy?
Emmy: Yes?
Robin: I think to talk.
Robin: I dunno.
Robin: Something's not right.
Robin: I need to talk, rather
Emmy: Go on.
Robin: It's actually been on my mind, kind of lurking ever since I dreamed about the white city for the first time and talked to Orpheus there. Some of the things he said...
Robin: I've been thinking about it all night. It explains a lot. The way I've been acting towards him, and the things I've been wanting to say but haven't...
Robin: He said very firmly that he was not Xemnas. I... don't know how much I really believed him at the time. And maybe I lied to myself, saying he was the light I saw in Xemnas.
Robin: He is. That wasn't a lie.
But...
Robin: Xemnas once asked a question. He was talking to Mabry. He said, "Does she love me, or the Light that casts my shadow?"
Robin: And I think it was him.
Emmy: not sure what to say...'If you love someone, let them go if it comes back to show, that's how you know'. stupid song, but a well meaning verse. I also believe it's entirely possible to love more than one person the same...and not using the latin divisions for love . And it is true that Orpheus is not Xemnas. Though I'm actually going to go off to philosophical land for my reasoning: "Who I am is not who I was, though who I was shaped who I am." True for everyone, isn't it?
Robin: I know it's possible to love more than one other at a time, and even that wouldn't matter, because Xemnas is dead.
But it was Xemnas' ambition, his passion which drew me in. I still dream... and Orpheus does not. Or if he does, he suppresses it.
Emmy: mmm... i don't know. No one knows how everyone else dreams. It was the theme of the past year or so: "Did you think we'd all dream the same?"
Emmy: and I'm sorry but I've actually got to go soon. :/
Robin: alright. I don't know what else to say anyway.
Robin: He said he'd talk to me today.
Robin: We'll see.
Emmy: Yep. Brightest blessings and luck. *hugs*
Robin: Thanks Emmy.
Emmy: you're welcome :)